Why i still want you?

I always deny that i say i don't love you..

but in my heart i love you too much..

i always say..i don't want to marry you..

but in my heart i want it so much...

i always say i hate you..

but in my heart i love you..

before..

u always say u want me to with you..

but not now..

u always make me happy when i beside you and also not beside you..

but not now anymore..

u always make me feel like in the flower garden..

make me smile..happy..

but not now babe..

u always make me hurt..

i know..u want me to forget about you..

how i want to do..if my heart was stolen by you..

and i can't let my heart to other guys..

i try so hard babe..

i don't know why i still want you ever though u always blame me..

u blame me because i love you..

u blame me because i lost my things..

u blame everything on me..

why babe..??

i still can't hate you....

i always want you..

but i always pray to Allah..

i want you to with me..i always do..

and i still ask myself..

Why i still want you?