I miss him so badly

I hate him..
i love him.
i hate him.
i miss him .
i hate him
i want him.
i hate him.
i want kiss him.
i hate him.
i want hug him..
i hate him.
i can't stop thinking bout u.
i hate him..
i always need him.
even i say i hate him..
in my heart..
i love him so much..